Enormous Transformation

Can you feel it??  Can you sense it??  Such an enormous transformation, such an immense shift is taking place even as we speak!  There are such big happenings underway that the October Cosmic Times, which wouldn’t normally write itself until the very last days of September, is already insisting upon coming in.  The period of the 10 days between the New Moon of Rosh HaShana and the end of Yom Kippur is considered a very powerful time — and truly, this time, took the cake!

The High HolyDays are quite profound — Rosh HaShana, the New Year, gives us an opportunity to deeply examine who we have been in the previous year, and do the work of mid-course correction, of re-aligning and coming into a greater integrity with our souls’ path and purpose.  Yom Kippur, the Day of Atonement, is a full fast day, which enables us to devote ourSelves to the deeply spiritual work of once again finding the  IAm Presence, and At-One-ing ourselves with the Divine — so the New Year can bring wholeness (holiness), Peace, to us and to our world.

There were three very beautiful messages which came through on Rosh HaShana this year, from three very loving beings of light who graced us with their wisdoms.  All together, the map for this year reads, 1)  Dare to Be in the Truth of your Essential Self, your I Am Presence 2) Open your heart (wider than you think it can open) to the flow of Love and Compassion, and then, 3) You will become aware of the ongoing Miracles of Divine Presence that permeate Creation.

We have always longed for, worked for, striven for, (in the old and moldy language of archaic prayer-form) “The day when the world will be perfected under the Kingdom of God, and all Humankind will know that God is One.”

What have we been striving for?  That the whole world can know Oneness.  That the whole world can be aware of the Divine.  That all of life can be sacred.  That we, all of us, throughout all of Creation, can be holy — that is, aware of the perfection, consecrated to the Divine.  What wonderful messages for this coming year!

The Sunday between Rosh HaShana and Yom Kippur, our beloved, very healthy 18 year old cat, Tom, suddenly went into cardiac arrest and died 20 minutes later. I wasn’t there. I got the phone call from my husband as I and my sister were helping my mother into the ER of a hospital 1 ½ hours away from home.  My mother, who until about six weeks before, had been a very healthy 87 years old, was now so ill and weak that we didn’t know if she would make it.  Two sucker punches.

I couldn’t breathe, much less find my Essential Self.  My heart was torn apart, and tears (not Compassion) were flowing.  I knew the Hand of the Divine had to be there somewhere, but it certainly eluded me in the moment.  There is such grief and sadness when we are in these Human forms!

And over the week, I understood that in this moment, grief and sadness is the Truth of my Essential Self. And the tears pouring from my eyes were the result of great Love flowing through an open heart.  And that in all sorts of amazing and miraculous ways, this also, is perfect.

Over these last several weeks, my experience has not been unique.  We are, each one of us, being invited to a place of higher awareness, of greater, expanded understanding.  Each of us is being called to let go of that which has kept our Consciousness limited, our vision, small.

Please stay tuned for (probably) a slightly early Cosmic Times, filled with all the universal details about why all of this too is perfect, and the absolutely incredible transformations that are taking place for us right now.  If you are not yet signed up, run and click HERE to subscribe!

AND, I invite all of you who are in the Southern California area to the Sweet and Easy Pendulum Workshop on Monday evening, September 23rd, at my home.  For $15, you can learn how to use a pendulum to communicate with your Guidance Team.  Nothing would make them happier — and I can tell you, there is very little more satisfying in life than being able to connect in this very intimate way with the Divine!  You can email me back or call me at 760-943-1674 with your RSVP, and we will give you details and directions.  I’ll look forward to seeing you then!

Much Love,


  1. Ellen: So sorry to hear about your Mom. How is she doing? I hope better!

    I was called this morning(I am in LA) to be told that my sister-in- law, Muriel had suffered a Cerebral Hemorrhage and is in very bad condition. She is in Scripps Memorial La Jolla. Would you please relay this info to Rabbi Wayne. Maybe he could say a Michaberach for her.

    Thanks, and Shana Tova


  2. Thank you for this post. I, too, experienced the same grief and sadness with the passing away of a loved one. But although it took me months to accept “death” in this world as it is, I learned to let go and let it be. It happened and I know that anyone may pass away including another loved one. But as long as we keep loving, all is well.

  3. Dear Ellen: Hope your mom is improving. Such a difficult situation. Love and sympathy to you and Wayne on the loss of Tom–a beloved member of the family. Take good care.–Karen

  4. Dear Ellen,

    I pray for a fast recovery for your mom and for your loss, Tom was so blessed to have the two of you and you him.


  5. Such a heart warming blog; I wish your mother a quick recovery. Much love

  6. So sorry to hear about your mother, Ellen. It seems we’re never prepared for these events no matter how much training we have in the mental health field! I would like to come to your pendulum class..
    Many thanks, Anne Ross

  7. My dear Ellen and Wayne,

    I am saddened to hear of beloved Tom. But I am sure you will meet again. I do hope your mother is improving as well. All of my love directed your way.

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