It feels this week like a giant Caterpillar tractor with a big scoop is reaching deep inside each of us and carving us out.  So many of us this found ourselves in moments of great grief or rage or despair.  So many of us found that we were hitting walls in a variety of places, and had to pull back and begin regrouping.  So many of us this week faced what felt like big initiations, or periods of down-loading, or integration, or… So many of us felt like we just had to dig deeper and deeper.  We didn’t even know we went so deep — it seems as though there has to be a bottom to us somewhere! — but no, we are just being carved out and carved out some more.  Our very roots are being dug up and exposed.  We are being uprooted.

I have to admit — it’s not very comfortable to be uprooted in such a casual way.  Treasured patterns and cherished belief systems that have served me very well for a very long time are being upturned and ripped apart and made useless in a matter of moments, almost willy-nilly.

I understand that in this new energy of this New World that is upon us, there is no energy for these old patterns that belong to the 3-D world that has been my world for as long as I can remember.  But really — they all had to be ripped out, all at once in such a careless and dismissive way?  I was quite happy holding on to the illusion that I have some control over my life. I was quite satisfied hanging onto the old constructs just as a kind of security blanket, while I began to make my way into this entirely new way of being.  But now I’m left with nothing to hold onto at all — and I know I’m whining, but as I said before, this has not been a terribly comfortable week.

We are being called upon to make a clear choice to either be more ALIVE than we ever have been before, or to not be here.  We have to make that decision now.  There is an urgency here.  Why?

Because the vibrations on this planet are raising.  And in those higher vibrations, all things that are based upon lower vibrations cannot be sustained — they will fall apart.  And so we are seeing such big illnesses erupt on all levels — in ourselves, in our organizations, businesses, societies, cultures.

The only way to reach those higher vibrations, those higher notes, is to pull them from the deepest places.  But those deep places have been filled with patterns and beliefs sourced from those lower 3-D vibrations.  So thank goodness our very roots are being unearthed and cast upon the refuse heap.  And maybe now we can find the great spaces deep within from which we can truly begin singing — more beautifully than we ever have.

An another “thank goodness”!  The June Issue of the Cosmic Times will be out in 2 weeks!  And we will be able to see more clearly what is happening and how we can best dance with it all.  Be sure you are subscribed so you don’t miss out — and if you are not yet a part of the Cosmic Times family, sign up and also receive the most recent back issue by clicking HERE.  See you next week!

Much Love,

Ellen

Last week, I wrote about the choice we are giving ourselves right now — to either step up and choose to be truly ALIVE, or to get off the planet.  And I think the relational explosions this week directly follow this.

If we can just let go — stop holding on — to anything — if we can walk around with hands that are not holding, grasping, being shaped like fists by clinging — with truly open hands — then we are ready to welcome, connect with, embrace what is right there, present in front of us — in each moment.  Then we have the possibility of truly showing up, being Conscious, being fully present, being ALIVE.

So being ALIVE means to be fully present in the moment, and showing up to it in the fullness of ourselves.  And  “Aye, there’s the rub!”

We Human Beings are built in the most astonishing way.  It is our nature to take our ShadowSelf, those parts of us we are not able to embrace, the pieces that are unacceptable to us, the things we don’t like about ourselves — and get rid of it all by projecting it, throwing it right on to someone else.  We cover a fairly innocent bystander in the very stuff we despise — and so of course we now have every right to see that person as the Other, and make every attempt to annihilate him or her, and rid the world of yucky Shadow.  And that has been the history of our world up until this time.

Last week, we began to make the decision to either be fully present, or leave.  This week, as we approach being fully present, we get really busy projecting all our garbage onto the people all around us — and our relationships explode in violence and betrayal…

This coming week, as we work on stepping up in our fullness, what if we agreed to begin to change our Human nature?  It takes becoming Conscious in ways we have never been before.

How do we know that we are getting ready to project our stuff onto someone else?  If we find ourselves going into knee-jerk reactivity, we can be fairly certain we have just bumped into our Shadow.  If we find ourselves with a big emotional charge about something, we can be fairly certain we have just bumped into our Shadow — the very Shadow that we have already covered somebody else in.

And what are we supposed to do with our Shadow once we bump into it?  Just like we are working on keeping our hands open — so it is time to work on keeping our hearts open — so we can welcome our Shadow home, and embrace ALL the parts of ourselves in Compassion.  To be continued…

In the meantime, thank Heavens the June Cosmic Times is just around the corner!  I can’t wait to see what the Ascension teams have to say about all of this!  To be sure to receive it, for the next two weeks, click HERE to subscribe — and you will receive the previous 2 Cosmic Times issues as our thank you gift.   See you next week.

Much Love,

Ellen

The question that seems to be before us is whether or not we choose to live or die. How about that, for an intense question!
No, I’m serious. I think that is the question. Forever, up until now we have been able to choose, if we wished, to half-live — to pretend, to slide under the radar, to hide most of ourselves away, to live on half-truths, to be lazy, to numb ourselves, to waste much of our lives, to go for it but not really, to intend but never act on it, to do life, excuse me, “half-assed.”

I don’t think we have that choice anymore. With the influxes of Light, and the rising vibrations, half-life is no longer a viable option. There is no more possible place for that manner of “living,” and it is being cast into the much more appropriate category of “death.”
It is time to CHOOSE LIFE. If we wish to continue breathing in these bodies, it is time to CHOOSE LIFE — to step up to the plate, to go for it, to step forward into the full expression of the truths of our essences, to take a stand for ourselves, for our Truths, to bless the world with the passions of our Hearts, to not just stand for something, but to stand OUT for something, to be real, to be unafraid, to realize that we are nothing even as we are everything. To be ALIVE.

There is nothing that belongs to us. Nothing. Not our possessions, not our inventions or creations, not our gifts or talents, not our fears or patterns, not our relationships or roles, not our bodies, not our minds, not our souls. Nothing.
As soon as we hold onto something thinking that it is ours, we cease to be fully ALIVE. The music keeps playing, and every one of these things, from our possessions to our souls, is like a momentary dance partner that we get to whirl around the dance floor once — and the only meaningful decision we have is how beautifully, gorgeously, ågracefully, creatively, lovingly, magnificently we will make that spin with that partner, before another and another and another and another is before us, awaiting her turn.

It has been an intense week, as we make our choices. Either we opt to be ALIVE, or we now are opting to be dead. I begin to really feel the impact of the lines in Deuteronomy, “I set before you this day, Life and Death. Choose Life.” Today is “This Day.”

The music plays on — the June issue of the Cosmic Times will be coming out in just 3 weeks, so be sure to be on board for this! Sign up now HERE and receive not only the April issue, but the February issue of the Cosmic Times as well.

And to learn the secret of Who was really speaking in Deuteronomy, go to Amazon and get yourself a copy of the Real Name of God, the amazing new book by Rabbi Wayne Dosick, PhD. See you next week.

Much Love,
Ellen

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It’s as though the enormous move that we’ve been working toward has occurred.  There are many other jobs waiting for us, but before we get to them, we have this small opportunity to step back and take a quick look at what we have just accomplished.

And the move that has taken place is indeed, enormous.  We have begun the weaving of polarity, the unification of the Male and Female. Separation is not getting a lot of airtime anymore.  Messages about Oneness are everywhere.

We who care about things like this have been doing the heavy lifting for such a long time, we can’t ever remember not doing it.  It’s an amazing thing to think about — once we were lone and crazy voices in the wilderness.  Now, the general population finds the notion of Oneness underlying advertising campaigns.

Very soon, we will turn toward the next great pieces that have already begun calling to us.  Weaving polarity is no small task.  So it is no wonder that we get a little break before turning our beings to this next great endeavor.

But it is a great gift to get this kind of a breather.  It is a good thing to pat each other and ourselves on the back.   It is very special to have the space to properly thank the Divine.  Probably the best way to express our gratitude is to thoroughly enjoy this R & R.

If you find yourself wanting to go through your drawers and cupboards rather than  meditate, or work on your garden, or new recipe, or art project instead of doing your deep spiritual work — know you are in good company, and we are going to take full advantage of these rare measures of rest in this stampeding symphony of evolution — to restore, renew, and regroup, so that we may be ready for the next great works.

We are midway to the next Cosmic Times.  To make sure you are up to the moment, please use this unusual space to read the April issue of the Cosmic Times — which you can get by clicking HERE, and joining the amazing Cosmic Times family.  I’ll look forward to seeing you next week.

Much Love,

Ellen

And yes, all of our hearts open, and the love and compassion flow out to the City of Boston, and the Town of West, and the Sichuan Province and all the victims and families and communities and groups — and perpetrators. And more hearts open, and there is greater Love, and we all talk about, and even feel and experience Oneness — but oh my.

What is Oneness? Another word for Oneness is Holiness. The great angels, the Seraphim stand on either side of the Throne of Glory and chant, tone, call across the Heavens, “Holy! Holy! Holy!” “Kadosh! Kadosh! Kadosh!” “Sanctus! Sanctus! Sanctus!” And from that chanting emerges the Love Vibration, which is the elemental foundation of all substance in Creation. That is, Love comes from Oneness.

Look at this word, “substance.” In the Latin, sub means under. Stance means standing. The word substance means understanding.

And what is Oneness? It is the understanding that there is no separation between Anochi, the FullSource, and all of Anochi’s creations. That every creation is an expression of, an extension of, filled with, of the Divine.

And this Divinity, this Anochi, is whole. This Anochi is All That Is, is unified Male/Female, is Woven Polarity, is One. And if we are one with this Oneness, then we also are unified male-female, woven polarity.

This is where we are headed. This is what our levels of Consciousness strive toward. We are on our way — and we are not arrived yet.For the Male and the Female to be unified, for there to be woven polarity, we have to let go of our violence, and the anger that underlies it, and the pain that underlies our anger, and the fear that underlies our pain.

We are in the process of letting go — of all of this. It is what we are witnessing and experiencing this week. It is, in its unfolding, a good thing.

The great angels, the Seraphim, stand on either side of the Throne of Glory, across from each other, opposite each other, holding a polarity, to chant back and forth, “Oneness! Oneness! Oneness!” It is the awareness of the Presence of Anochi between them that unifies them, that enables a woven polarity. And so can we be.

To read more about Anochi, please order Rabbi Wayne Dosick’s new book, The Real Name of God, from Amazon, or from www.GodIsAnochi.com. And to be enriched with deeper meaning and life-supporting details about Creation and the new Cosmic Laws having to do with (amongst many other things) Peace and Violence, please subscribe to the Cosmic Times, by clicking HERE. See you next week!

Much Love,
Ellen

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Most of the time I feel fine in this strange state, trusting that all is perfect, and everything is unfolding in perfect ways. And every now and then I wonder about my sanity, and briefly give in to crazy-making anxiety and despair.

I share this with you because I am guessing that this is happening for many of us. Here’s my take on reality: This is a New World. And there is no more energy backing the old patterns. And so there is really absolutely nothing to fall back on. If we try, we just keep falling. The only way now is forward. But there’s nothing out there — yet.

And so, the only possible place of orientation is our Core, our Essence, our Center, our I Am Presence, our GodSelf. It would be the only stable, solid, unchanging element about us.

So, get a load of this (!) — Our I Am Presence, is a part of Anochi, the FullSource. Anochi, as you know from last week, means I Am, and is the Name in Bible of FullSource. And Anochi is gender-full. Anochi is the fully unified Male-Female.

When I can remain fully oriented to my GodSelf, my I Am Presence, I am oriented toward Anochi, the unified Male-Female, that place in which the basic Polarity is healed, and has moved into Oneness. That Oneness Consciousnes of course, belongs to 5-D. When I lose that orientation, and fall out of my I Am Presence, I fall back into the polarized place of 3-D. And that hurts.

So how can we better maintain that orientation to our I Am Presence that enables us to BE the Consciousness of 5-D??

If you haven’t already, do two things: Get yourself a copy of “The Real Name of God”, by Wayne Dosick, PhD, at Amazon, or at www.GodIsAnochi.com. And if you haven’t already, read the April edition of the Cosmic Times. When you sign up for the Cosmic Times HERE, just for this next week, you will also receive the previous two editions, as our thank you. I will so look forward to being with you next week.

Much Love,

Ellen

You know I don’t normally begin by urging you to join the Cosmic Times family, but as I read the April issue, I came to an incredible realization.  For me, the shining bright sparkle at the center of this Cosmic Times is how it is that the whole of Creation is being set up so that Human Beings are swiftly coming into our role as full co-creative partners with FullSource.  And it occurred to me that if our role is shifting vis-à-vis FullSource — then (according to Oneness understanding, as well as systems theory) FullSource must be shifting as well.  And then I realized what an anthropocentric notion that is — I had it backwards. It is only because FullSource has already shifted FullSource’s Self to allow Humans to be aware of more of FullSource, that we are able to begin growing into our new roles.

And then I realized that this blog today is the 81^st Blog.  81 is a remarkable number.  It is 9 x 9. 9 is the universal number of great universal significance.  It is all, completion, wholeness.  In Hebrew, every letter has a numerical equivalent.  The study of this Hebrew numerology is called Gematria.  According to Gematria, the word, Anochi carries the number 81.  According to scholar, mystic, Rabbi Wayne Dosick, in his new book, Anochi is the real Name of God.  And I understood that in this 81^st Blog, I needed to speak about this amazing new book.

Rabbi Dosick’s deep research shows that the names of God we see throughout the Bible are names of only aspects of the FullSource.  YHWH, (or Yahweh,) or El Shaddai, or Elohim, or….  the God we meet in Bible is indeed not the whole GOD, but all are just aspects of the One.  And Rabbi Dosick wondered if he could go back into the original Hebrew and find there, hiding in plain sight for all these millenia, the real Name of God.  And he did.  And that Name is Anochi — 81.  In Hebrew, the word, anochi, means “I”.  But it is not the simple “I”.  There is another Hebrew word for that.  Anochi means the deep “I”, the I Am, the I Am Presence.

The Name, Anochi, shows up in the Bible 359 times.  Anochi is both Divine Male and Divine Female.  Anochi is not the male, authoritarian, vengeful god we have seen in the Bible.  Anochi, the I Am Presence, is the One FullSource of all three Bible-based Western religions: Judaism, Christianity and Islam.  Anochi, 81, is the whole, complete, universal, everything-of-the-everything.  Rabbi Dosick has rewritten the Bible for us!

The Real Name of God was published in the Summer of 2012.  It is with this new awareness of the presence of Anochi, the FullSource, that the journey Human Beings are taking toward our FullSelves, toward our I Am Presences, to be full co-creative partners with Anochi can begin

Yes, so many across the centuries who have been hungry for GOD have gone well beyond the Biblical descriptors, and found Source.  In the Jewish tradition, sages and mystics have hinted at the presence in the Bible of Anochi.  But it is only now that the real Name of God can come forward — it is, now, a time for EnLightenment.

For such a long time, those who sought GOD found that to follow Source meant that a partial or total disconnect from religious paths was called for.  For such a long time, there has been such a schism between the religious and the spiritual.

As Truth emerges, and FullSource makes FullSource’s Self known as Anochi, and Human Beings step toward the full expression of our I Am Presences, and Consciousness grows, and Heaven begins to land on Earth, Oneness is — the Divine, the spiritual is everywhere.

For a foretaste, please grab this incredible book, The Real Name of God.  You will be enLightened.  You can find this great book on Amazon.  And if you want an autographed copy, order the book from www.GodIsAnochi.com, and Rabbi Dosick will sign it for you!

Thank you so much for joining me on this blog journey, and being a part of this 81! Next week we will begin a new cycle of 81.  See you then.

Much Love,

Ellen

It’s more than the Spring, more than the Equinox — although these certainly help.  Something has opened that is allowing for movement — for a different kind of movement than we have known.

First of all, are you noticing that no matter how busy we are, and how we are running all the time, doing the million+ things on our myriad lists — that somehow, there is more time??  I look up at the clock, knowing that 30 minutes or more must have gone by, and that I am now running late (again) — to find that only 10 minutes have elapsed.  And I am stunned. And this is happening more and more.  Is this happening for you?

I am hearing from so many of you that work openings are simply showing up in front of you, and you are being called forward into larger, more expanded work roles, which will allow you to be seen and noticed in ways you never have been before.  It is as though the Divine Feminine is urgently being called for in the world, and if you express that energy, you are being shoved forward to make a Divine Feminine difference in our world.  (Did you notice, by the way, that immediately upon election, this new Pope went to, of all the churches of Rome, the premier Marion Church in the city?)

And can you hear how it is that when the Divine Feminine emerges in this new power-filled way, the Divine Masculine begins to shift and express in complimentary ways? (Look at Obama and Netanyahu in Israel.)

Time is opening, the Divine Feminine is boldly stepping forward — and so much more beyond these things is happening!  Can you feel it all?

It is the beginning of this New World!  What’s happening?  What will this look like? What can we expect? How are we being called to participate?  What does all of this mean for us??

The great news is that we will find out next week, as the April Cosmic Times comes to us!  What a time!!! Truly, there has never ever before been a time like this one in which we find ourselves right now, at this very moment!   Are we blessed, or what??  Do not miss this opportunity to learn how to participate in this amazing time in richer, deeper, more Conscious, more enjoyable ways!  It is one of the many gifts we receive with the Cosmic Times.  When you subscribe this week, you will also receive the two previous issues, so that you find yourself up-to-speed for the April edition.  You can sign up for the Cosmic Times by clicking HERE.  I will look forward to reading the Cosmic Times with you next week, and seeing you in two weeks!

Much Love,

Ellen

Are we really on our way?  Are we truly headed toward Oneness Consciousness?  Is this world of ours getting better, lighter, more awake??  Am I just making all of this up??

And then we get a week like this week.  If we ever doubted — and do we ever! — this week is a gift, a message from the Divine, that says, “This is real, your world is indeed moving toward Eden.”  Thank You!

St. Malachy was an Irish Bishop in the 11^th Century, who was also a mystic.  He had a vision that let him see all the popes who would ever sit on Peter’s Throne, and he was able to write down a few sentences that would identify every one of them.  St. Malachy has never been wrong about a pope.  His words, although famously enigmatic, always truly identify the man who will be pope.  He saw 112 popes, and the last pope, the 112^th, he describes as the one who will end the Papacy and end the Catholic Church.

Pope Francis I is the 112^th pope.  His job becomes to finish the Catholic Church as we have known it for all these eons, and to perhaps utterly transform it for this New World that is on its way.

Those Quantum Physicists among us know that there is no such thing as a coincidence.  And so when I remind you of another piece of news that occurred 2 days following Pope Francis I’s election, you will understand that these are absolutely connected — that there is no separation.

Two days after this election, it was announced that the Higgs Boson had indeed, been found.  This is what both lay and science folks have termed the God Particle.  Mathematically, it had been hypothesized, assumed, but it had never actually been seen (talk about having to go on faith!) — until this week.  The Higgs Boson is what gives particles mass.  It is what fills all time-space — indeed, the God Particle.

We may not feel the impact of these openings for a long time.  But the implications are awesome.  Because it is so nice and reassuring when, every so often, God shows God’s Hand.  Thank You.

And we get to see a whole lot more in just 2 weeks, when the April edition of the Cosmic Times comes out.  I know it will be filled with so many details and so many answers that will allay so much more of our doubting.  If you are not already subscribed to the Cosmic Times, sign up immediately HERE and as our gift to you, you will also receive the 2 most recent issues — the February issue, and the great December Solstice 2012 issue.  I look forward to seeing you next week.

Much Love,

Ellen

And seeing our lives in this truer light gives rise to a wide variety of fairly intense emotions.   And sometimes those emotions might seem as though they could get the better of us.  And so, some of us this week have felt like maybe we are heading into crisis, or that things that have happened this week are emergencies, and that we had better go to “urgent care” right away.

Why are we able to look at our lives and our stories in a straight way?  How is it that we seem to be facing things squarely?  We only see what we are strong enough to hold.  If we are writing a new story for ourselves, it is because we have grown big enough to own and embrace a greater degree of truth.

There is no emergency.  We are big enough to handle this —or it wouldn’t be here.  And the more we come to terms with — the more truth lands within us — the more we let go of the crookedness with which we have had to walk, in order to balance out the crookedness of the stories we have carried.

What a relief!  What a joy!  What freedom!  I wonder if some of the big gulps we have experienced over this last period of time aren’t actually our first big gulps of freedom…?

Can you feel the big, new, exciting, expansive who-knows-what on its way?  Can you feel it beginning to stir and stretch?  It is Us.

The April Cosmic Times will be here in 3 weeks, and will have big answers for our biggest questions:  Who? What? When? Where? and Why?  If you are not already subscribed, do not delay any longer!  Click HERE and when you sign up, you will receive not only the February Cosmic Times, but also the massive December 2012 issue!  Be well, and I’ll see you next week.

Much Love,

Ellen